Monday, March 03, 2003

Sunday, March 02, 2003

Today I had another fight with my girlfriend (BIG suprise). She talks about us being together forever. But then she gets so angry I think that she is going to break it off or something. She worries me a lot. And I really don't know what to do. I try to make her happy but when I do, later she wants more and more from me. I already drop everything I am doing so I can please her by doing anything she wants to. I really can't understand, let alone afford this. Women really are difficult to understand. Well most are. I just wish that her and I could grow up and be happy with out my parents breathing down my neck. You see I have spent so much time lately with Penny, my girlfriend, that my family has really been disappointed with me. I always said that the family is to closely knit together. Now my grades are starting to slip and everything is coming crashing down on me right before graduation. I just.... feel helpless.